wElcoMe tO my WorLd..

Growing up~?

2010-09-14T09:36:00.000-07:00

wow... nice to be back here knowing almost everyone is still updating their blogs~ XD
i feel soo god damn outdated~ XD

anyways... idk... i really dont know what to write~ XD
well... life has change since.... idk... since the day i started college? or is it after that time idid my part time job... hmm~ -wonders-

anyways.... HELL m i emo before this~ XD reading my blog posts crack me up GOOD! XD

ohh well... for ya'll that are not stalking my facebook page..... well.. u dont have to...
its full of junk~ i think i mgonna start my vlog channel~ Yay........-cough cough-

but i'll still have to think about it.. becuase... you tube is basically blocked...
and well... i dont know why.. but.. its a lim kok wing tradition.. iguess...
soo.. if i succeed~ i will.. update u guys~ ;3

and the picture on top~ its to make u read my blog.. smart ea~? but its my edit... not my photo though...
alrightty.. Darrel signing out~ chao!

Walking down Memory lane~

2010-02-23T09:28:00.000-08:00

No NO~ this is not an emo post~ XD
in fact.. this is a rather silly one...

A few days ago... i was packing my stuff... went through a pile of old VCD's~ i know right..

ppl might go.. WOW!! tat sitll exists in your HOME!? XD

i found the Power ranger movie... soo i felt like.. what the heck.. lets just watch it~
well.. soo after hours n hours ... i thought.. this movie released in 1999... i wonder what happend to those actor n actresses..?? hmmm.. soo i went on search... N OMG~ XD they look AWHFUL!! XD

except for my all time favorite black ranger~XD he still looks cute~ (IM NOT GAY!! XD)
White ranger looks awhhsome too... well.. even now~ i don't beleive he is in the UFC~ i guess he's born a fighter~ XD other memebers of the crew~ nothing really interesting about them...
u can check them out for yourself..

(hint:AMy Jo Johnson still looks tootally hot!! >.< )

BYE NOW~ XD

God's biggest mistake.. LOVE..

2010-01-01T11:31:00.000-08:00

love... its always sweet... till something comes in to bug it...
this time.. PARENTS... FUCKE THEM!

what r they trying to do?? lock me up and not even let me have friends..??

let me tell all of u readers... what the FUCK happened today..

i was out... with both of my cousins...
then my friend from where i used to work.. called... to see if i get to fetch her home from work..

i agreed and did so...
ohh... for those of u who dont know... the cafe's my uncles'...

soo i went home.. happily watching tv... till my mom came..

"why did u fetch your friend back from work?"

i said..
"she needed transportation"

"soo u just gave her?"

"yea..."

DAD then came in..

"i thought we made this clear... u shouldn't mix with that group of people anymore"

me: WHY?

dad: why mix with them? they don't bring u any BENEFIT..

god damn it!! if i can only mix with ppl who brings me benefit??

i can only say one thing...
GO FUCK YOURSELF!
I RATHER BE DEAD THAN LISTENING TO THESE PIECES OF SHIT!!

FUCK FUCK FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

silent screams...

2009-12-22T07:17:00.000-08:00

I am an island in the middle of your ocean

Seeing you everyday

I feel the tides of your emotion

And I hear every word you say

You could engulf my grounds

You choose to keep your bounds

And the ocean whispers to the island not today.20/12/09

If I were a flower

You would be the rain

Bringing me the shower

Attributing to my gain

Helping me grow. 21/12/09

If I said, I wanted you

Would you come my way?

If I told you, I needed you

Would you stay?

If I told you, I loved you

Would you run away?

If I said these things to you

What would you say? 22/12/09

Chained

2009-12-20T04:27:00.000-08:00

I m chained, locked AT HOME.... like a bird in cage..

looking for freedom...
wings chained...nailed to the ground...

silent nights~

2009-12-07T04:38:00.000-08:00

my cousins came to Melaka for a visit yesterday night....
obviously.. they need a place to crash... soo my place is the only choice...

they were on facebook and all...
i m tired from work...
i slept early... and got up early too...

i havent really spoke to them...

even now... they are outside with my mom....
i m at home.... just got back from work.... blogging...

yea... i guess i will shut up on how i feel.. if that makes u hate me soo bad~ (u know who u r )

ahh well... i guess there's nothing important..

this post is posted cause i m bored... bye...

2009-12-06T08:23:00.000-08:00

a perfect lie
a perfect lie is what i live in
while at work i act as if I'm okay
but what they don't know is that it is a lie
depressed and stressed is how i am

people think i have it easy
they have thought wrong
unless it changes the lie will eat me alive

a perfect lie
what a lie that is
more like torture

people don't realize how bad my life is
they don't care, no one cares

my perfect lie is only true a little bit of the time
all the rest of the time i am sad and unhappy
just waiting for that little bit of happiness that will never come
i will always be looking for the shadows in the darkness these lies

i will only be truly happy when the lie ends
but when will that be?
when will i be happy??
when will it be all right...??

Fuck life~

2009-12-05T08:33:00.000-08:00

i have nothing to elaborate here...

all i have to say is..

FUCK LIFE!!!
FUCK!!
FUCK free world!
Fuck CHOICES!!
FUCK fate!
FUCK LOVE!
FUCK DESTINY!
FUCK LIFE~!
FUCK EVERYTHING!!
whoever's READING this SHYT!
FUCK U!!!

=[

Today~

2009-12-03T06:40:00.000-08:00

as usual..
work started early..
had "moments" that me and my new friends are totally free from customers....

we started chatting... about life n stuff.. while we were having lunch together...

and that sensitive topic came up...
they all started sharing....

n i hope i can skip my turn...

but then.. they started asking....
i didn't want to speak at 1st... but they insisted me on sharing....

i didnt speak... i just looked down on my food.. and kept on eating...
trying to hold back...

a teardrop slipped... n the group went quiet and akward....
i didn't spoke for hours after that....

i guess... i m still lying about "i already got over u"

when will this end? i m still asking myself this...
do i have to pretend.. that i m happy... for as long as my heart still beats?

i don't know...
i guess it is true...

i m still not over u...

Work~

2009-12-02T06:14:00.000-08:00

i never knew work can be this fun~
i started working as the Chasier and a waiter at a Cafe...

Hello Cafe to be exact~ its at Great Wall , Melaka! (pls... friends!! drop by!! XD)

b4 getting into it.. i thought "this is gonna be a long day~"

but who knew.. it turn out the other way....

yes.. it is tiring... going table after table.. hitting the buttons on the touch pad...
it keeps me away from thinking soo much~

u r right Isabela.. maybe having a simple thought can make me a better person~ ^.^

well... of course.. met up with a few new friends... well.. one funny thing about this cafe...
i m the only "waiter" there...
other than me... they r all waitresses~

so i got teased n joked around all day long~
ahh its fun actaully~ XD

when it comes to the busy moments~ well.. everyone has a serious face on...

n a look on their faces.. saying
"we need to get this right!!"

well.. overall.. its seriously worth it.. getting a job there....
^.^

status: happy to not have to think of u! =P (your know who u are...)

i finally realised...

2009-12-01T00:02:00.000-08:00

Never knew things would change so fast.
Till I saw your love fade away just like in the
past.

How could i have thought this was for real.
Love only happens in dreams, it is nothing more than a fairly tail.

Loves is a lie told to make you feel.
Love can blind scare and steal.

Love leads you down a path you cants see clear.
Love makes you hear thing you don't wanna hear.

Love can bring you jelousy to your closest friend.
Love can change you in the end.

Now i have changed, and i vow to stay this way,
don't try to change me, for i will never come back;

or be like before...

Predictions~

2009-11-28T08:58:00.000-08:00

i hate myself... every little prediction i make... comes true....

most of them are bad.. n that's the worst part of it....

after my 1st (ex) left me.... saying i didn't really have spent time with her...
(i accepted that)

i started to be very precocious over things...
i predict... every little outcome...
things that are going to happen..
and about to happen...

hmm... my last prediction~ was... sigh... i don't know...
all i can say is... it all happened.. they way i saw it to be...

not only on one person.. the whole... as in... affects on friends.. and how they will react towards me..
and.. the ending.. =[

honestly... i tried preventing it from happening....
and i m totally depressed.. because i can't stop it...

now~ i made a new prediction...
and if it is that "accurate"

well.. what can i do really???
i m not able to stop it..
and even if i do tell....
i don't think it will make any diffrence...

all i can do is watch it happen...

n hope for the best of it~

good luck.... who ever this is for.. u know...
n don't try to change it.. just let it happen k?

whatever it is... i will still force a smile when i see u...

FACEBOOk~

2009-11-25T09:33:00.000-08:00

finally... facebook has bored the shit out of me~
i don't get comments.. i dont get anything anymore..

i guess the world has changed around me...
i shouldn't be around people anymore.. its time i go alone....

sorry ppl... i might be ignorant from now on...
i care for myself n only myself from now~

get used to it~

status: being selfish

need a change...

2009-11-24T09:29:00.000-08:00

i have 3 months in my hands...
its loads of time~

i think its time for me to change.. ^.^

status: totally determined..

GAMBATEH!! XD

My final words to u..

2009-11-23T03:44:00.000-08:00

I'm moving on
I'm leaving you
my heart has better things to do
i was waiting for your answer but i guess i will never see
a yes, a no, or a maybe.
i cant take the heartbreak
i cant take the fall
i don't want to believe i actually lost is all
i lost your smile
i lost your care
i lost it all, it feels like it wasn't even there
busy crying your love away
wishing it didn't end up this way
and we were still together today
as friends??
but my heart couldn't take all the fake
i knew you never loved me
maybe you did
but its never going to be that way again
giving you my heart anyway was my mistake
i dont want to stay
i dont want to treat myself this way
my heart deserves better
so I'm leaving for good, no looking back
and this time don't plan on attaching your track
for you wont find my heart ever again
this is it
we hit an end.

status: moving on...

One Last Try...

2009-11-21T07:23:00.000-08:00

i might be mean to u...
and say i don't want to care for u anymore..
do i really mean it??

i keep telling myself i want to keep up with this..

but part of me can't take it
and doesn't want to....

till now... i hope u see how much i need u....
u might not see it...nor feel it anymore...
but being able to care for u mean everything to me.
i might sound desperate... but it is all soo true..

i hope u remember....
the days
when we were together...

i tried to sacrifice everything for u...
not that i want to.. but i did it gladly...
everyday was bright...
i always look forward for mornings...
and always hoping for something new...

but now...
i start to hate the mornings...
all i can think about is how to get away from u...
to get my head off of u...
n forget u....
everyday seems dull to me... the moment i open my eyes.... worries start to overflow...
u might think ignoring me will make me forget u....

im sorry.. but that is not going to work that way...

soo here i ask for one more chance..
that only u can grant me...

i hope to receive an answer from u...
n.. i hope things will be like before...

status: tired and depressed

every night..

2009-11-20T05:25:00.000-08:00

As we lay there quiet
I was reminded of all the reasons why I lust you
Your smile,
and the way it teased at me seductively
Your laugh,
and the way it tempted me
Your eyes,
and the way they seem to hypnotize me

As we sat there silent
I was reminded of all the reasons why I love you
Your smile,
and the way it brings such life into me
Your laugh,
and the way it makes everything okay
Your eyes,
and the way they seem to read my thoughts

As we stand here now
I am reminded of all the reasons why I hate you
Your smile,
and the way it confuses me
Your laugh,
and the way it seems to mock me
Your eyes,
and the way they can look into mine and only feel nothing...

Sigh

2009-11-19T20:34:00.000-08:00

i don't know what m i anymore...
i m helpless.... but yet.. i m acting soo selfish...

i need help... but part of me says i don't want it...
i m confused...
i don't know what to do...
what to trust..
or what to beleive anymore...
=[

status: confused...

a poem for jnnie... (hope u love it)

2009-11-19T04:11:00.000-08:00

I never asked you to call me,
Never asked to go with you that day.
That one night was perfect. We were one, but I
knew I'd be the one to pay.
I never asked you to make me feel good,
Never asked you to look my way.
It takes two to do what happened that night, so
there's nothing more you can say.
I never asked for you to care,
Never asked to be the only one.
I knew she was in your life too,
But still I thought I'd won.
I never asked for promises,
Never asked if I could put my trust in you.
I always though I could handle the things
you "so often" like to do.
I never asked you to turn away,
Never asked you to make me cry.
You go on with your life like nothing ever
Happened while I slowly start to die.
I never asked for this loneliness,
Never asked to be the one to blame.
You tried putting all the guilt on me while you
Were the one playing the mind game.
I never asked for this empty feeling,
Never asked you to be there.
While I sit here confused in my own little world,
All you can do is stare.
I never asked if you loved me,
Never asked you to take something special away.
I can't think straight and my heart aches, all
Because of that day.
I never asked for an explanation,
Never asked to be on your mind that day.
Even though I never asked you anything,
I'm broken hearted either way.

i hope u know~ i still miss you...

2009-11-19T04:05:00.000-08:00

This yearning in my heart
This confusion in my mind
The words left unspoken
Haunts me all the time

Everyday I watch u pass by
With an emptiness in my life
And a hole in my heart
Where only you belong

There are nights I wake up crying
And wishing you were here
To just chat, hold u in my arms
Or wipe away my tears

There is something that keeps me holding on -
What I'll never know
But one day i hope things will go my way
And I'll still have you in my arms

the ANIMAL i have become~ =[

2009-11-19T04:00:00.000-08:00

Confusion
Anxiety
Anger and
Pain
Despair
Hatred
Isn't it all the same?

Turmoil
Anguish
Pity and Revenge
Spurn
Condemn
When is it going to end?

Loneliness
Heart ache
Must I be disturbed?
Desolate
Forlorn
Will I always be alone?

hmm..

2009-11-18T00:23:00.000-08:00

I look up
as a tear rolls slowly
down my cheek
I think about better days
and wonder if I'll feel that way again
you look at me
with those eyes I know so well
always serious, so deep and insightful
as though you're always in control
But not today
not now
Now you look so scared
like for once you don't have the answer
I gaze at you
looking deep into those hazel eyes
Hoping to understand
why you've said those things you did
I wonder for a moment
if this is all a dream
if I shall wake in the morning
and be relieved
you look at me
with a confusion I have never seen
slowly pull me towards you
and wipe the tears from my cheek
unfortunately, its not
now i am alone
mising u everyday, every minute, every second
wondering when i will get over it..

status: lonely

I've never felt soo alone..

2009-11-17T19:54:00.000-08:00

love to me.. is something very important..
its like...
the air i breath...
blood in my veins...
music to my ears....

i never knew.. i m soooo dependent on love...
its like a drug to me...
without it... i m suffocating...
now~
i m drowning in my own sadness...
and my own fear...
i don't think... i wil lbe able to ever try love'ing another again..

now~ i don't think i have the confidence anymore... to give love another try...
i don't want... all these things to happen to me anymore...

i just can't take it...

i m sorry... i know there r friends around me...
but there is still a part of me...
i think only love can fill....

status: lonely and empty... =[

I can't understand~

2009-11-16T09:25:00.000-08:00

some things in life... r not meant to be understood...
like.. Love or Freedom

r these things meant to be compared??

i don't see the link between Love and freedom...

to be honest.. i feel totally free... when i m in love..
i feel.. there is someone to live for.. someone to care for...
n i don't feel alone...

soo why???
why did she publish this??
doesn't she feel free when she is in love??

or did i held her on too tightly..
till i made her feel that..way...?
these questions...
running in my head...
everyday... from that day she asked for a breakup..
till now..
this very minute...
this very second...

what hav i done wrong?
what r my mistakes??
no one is clearifying them for me..
everyone just keeps on telling me its not my fault.. i m a good person

ITS BULLSHIT!! if i m a good person.. n its not my fault..
WHY is this always FUCKING happening to me!!!? =[

n that last line..
EVERYONE hates Love... tat's very hurtful to read...
short.. but very very hurtful.... =[

idk... maybe what i did today was right.. i should ignore the world for once.. maybe the world can be better without me worriying about these sTUPID Things~
i'll keep it up.. i'll keep ignoring...

what's there to worry anymore.. ??
if what that movie 2012 is really true...
i better start enjoying.... there's no need to care for the world anymore... =[

status: dissapointed, pissed off, sad, and whatever that is depressive and bad =[

At times~

2009-11-16T00:13:00.000-08:00

at times i said..
"i will change for you.."...
"the old DArrel's gone"...

when i said those things... to the person i care for... things will eventually go bad...

it happened again... when i said im willing to change for you...
soo well.. now there isnt anyone anymore...

its time i really change....
JNNIE!! i know u will eventually read this...
i m changing... sooo don't stalk me and ask me what's wrong..
this is personal...
n it will stay that way even if u offer me

3, whole, secret recipe marble cheese cake...

no.. don't laugh... nothings funny anymore...

soo there u hav it...
its all about me now~
soo to hell with everyone else...

status: pissed and wants to be alone

A Relaxing day~

2009-11-14T08:12:00.001-08:00

today's kinda relaxing.. well...
too relaxing...

i didn't even touch my artwork today~

i woke up early in the morning...
at about.. 7.30 or so...
took my shower...

went your breakfast with mom.. cause she wanted to talk about something..
n again.. the convo about love is not really important now.... study 1st... maybe u will find the right girl... maybe this.. maybe that...

sigh... sometimes i feel my parents r like monks... XD
well.. i na good way if u know what i mean.... =3

anyways!! XD
after breakfast.... my mom wanted to dye her hair...
i want too.. but she wont let me.. =[
SORRY LINNO!!! ^.^

soo.. i got my hair trimmed...
thinned actually..
got some layerings... looks way better now...
KW!!! i can own u in hair!! GIMME TIME!! XD

soo well... i drove to dataran pahlawan after that..
my mom still doesn't really trust my driving and all.. but i guess thats kinda fair... ^.^

well.. 1st thing i did... i went to save Joanne song....
she was working part time.. but she can Chao if there r friends picking her up..
so i did.. XD

well.. after that.. i went to get an earing...
i m actually pissed to know taht my earlobe is too thick for "typical" earings...
soo.. i got myself that tongue piercing thing.. which is wayyyyy long!!! thick!!
n defenetly not for ear piercings...
soo i put it on.. it hurts at 1st... but its ok now...

well.. we went for Phobia after that... a serious movie.. don't watch!! its scary!!
but funny at the end.. which is good ^.^

ahh well... after that wasnt that bad.. just like any other "lepak" sessions..

status: relaxed.. but still hoping for something~ hopeing... hope hope hope ^.^

what am i?

2009-11-13T08:33:00.000-08:00

i m always asking myself this question...

WHAT AM I!?

human... well.. tat's what everyone will tell me...

but why? why r ppl neglecting me?
ppl just naturally neglects me....

am i ... that bad??? =[

is it the things i do???
the things i say???

sigh~ i don't know anything anymore....

the people i trust... just.. fades.. one by one..

like ashes blown into the wind...

there r only a number of them left...
will they leave... like the others??

i m worried... honestly i m ...

i worry... that my actions... will make them leave...
what should i do??

i need help... =[

status: lost and scared

How RUDE!! =[

2009-11-12T18:59:00.000-08:00

Dad's... sometimes i feel.. my father can be just that rude!!

he knew about my relationship... that i broke up with "her"

he didnt want to even talk about it on that day it happened..
or left a message on facebook ..
or talk about it on the way back home~

and yesterday,
YESTERDAY!

while i was sitting in front of him in the kitchen....
having dinner
he didn't even said a thing..
then out of the blue he asked

u got bored?

soo i asked...

got bored of what?

then he said..

obviously u got bored... u broke up with "her" didn't u..?

OBVIOUSLY!!!

HOW CAN HE SAY TAT!!!?

OMFG!!!!
>.< IF HE DIDn"T KNOW WHAT REALLY happened!!!?
how can he say tat!!!!!?!?!?!??

T-T

immedietly... tears filled up my eyes...

i threw the fork on the table n just walked off...

i locked myself in my room... turn the music uploud...

n hope to chat with a few ppl online to get my head off this topic...
fortunately... my cuz was free....

he pmed me on msn n told me to get ready... he will pick me up....
we hung out for a while.... obviously he asked me why n what happened...

ohh... my dad went out after that event... maybe he realised something he said went wrong..

GOD!!! don't your own father know your own son !!?

=[ sigh.. maybe its just me....
i really need to find a terapist~
i m going nuts~

sigh~

status: thought i m over it.. guess i m not~

limited edition zynet hard disc..

2009-11-11T01:03:00.000-08:00

^.^ looking at my plain hard disc..
after mer sie asked for my SDO file..the front

i got bored... soo.. i picked out my paint markers.. n made it "limited Edition" XD

here's the design~
its more to a doodle... but thats what most graffiti artist do...
don't they? ^.^

the back~ ^.^

get it while stocks last!!
o wait.. only i hav it.. XD

status : trying to make myself happy..

words from the bottom of my heart

2009-11-10T19:12:00.000-08:00

When is it time to say goodbye,
To all the love I've known,
When is it time to end your pain,
And leave me all alone?

I've watched you on your good days when
I feel your strength renewed;
But shortly after little ups,
The down days then ensue.

We ride this roller-coaster of
Emotions as we try,
To make it through another day,
And yet, I can't deny ...

That as I look into your face
On days that have been bad,
I see a look that beckons me
It's tired, and hurt, and sad.

The little spark I used to see
Behind those loving eyes,
Is growing ever clouded
By life's cruel inhumane side.

I try to see beyond the pain
You feel with every step;
And softly whisper to myself
This may get better yet.

If I can bear to watch you
Just another day or two;
I justify my reasons to
Ensure I cling to you.

For letting go is harder for
The person left behind;
It means that if I let you go,
I cannot turn back time.

Back to the days I long for now,
When you were full of life;
And every day held promise,
And our futures, clear and bright.

But now the lights are darkening ...
We take it daily now;
I cannot see our futures clear
Or think beyond this cloud.

I think the hardest part in this
Is never knowing why,
I have to be courageous
And I have to say goodbye.

For if I let myself admit
It's time to let you go;
I'd have to face reality
Without you ... but I know ...

That soon I have to face the
Final outcome that I dread,
And holding on will only serve
To hurt you in the end.

You've given such unselfish love
For all our time in life,
But if I hold too tightly,
You'll not move t'ward the light ...

On to a better life, where you
Can once again be free,
Of all the pain and discomfort
That holds you here to me.

So if I find the courage just to say
This last farewell,
I hope you will forgive me for
The time it took me; still ...

I'll hold with me, the memories
That in my heart remain,
Pray one day, down the road a'ways
... They'll lesson my own pain.

10th november 2009
status: lost n hurt

To watch u leave...

2009-11-10T01:06:00.001-08:00

Purity once had a name,
And beauty once had a face.
Life once had a meaning,
And once I was safe.
Once there was freedom,
And once I could laugh.
Happiness once was alive,
And once I had another half.
Once I shared her love,
Once I was by her side,
Once I felt I fitted,
So quickly that died.
Her grace so great,
Her beauty so vast,
All I ever wanted,
Was for it to last.
Fate maybe had another plan,
Or maybe she had another love,
But it all fell apart,
The hand too big for the glove.
Now it's all died away,
Happiness, joy, love; all memories.
Now I walk alone in this dark, dark world,
With no light to guide my way.

status: still lost..

If these walls could talk~ will i still feel alone..?

2009-11-10T01:06:00.000-08:00

If these walls could talk,
you'd know my body is dead,
my mind has been taken over,
that's why I am so scared,
I can't control it,
anger is making me blind,
I've been left here on my own
chained to a hate of some kind.
If these walls could talk.

If these walls could talk,
you'd know about my fears,
about all those nights I screamed for help,
about all my fallen tears.
You'd know about the demons
haunting me at night,
you'd be able to help me
keep my fire alight,
if these walls could talk.

If these walls could talk
they would say that it's all right,
God sends His angels
to look over me at night.
They'd encourage me,
say though I am alone
it doesn't mean I‘m on my own.
He watches me, from above
and showers me with all His love,
if only these walls could talk.

sigh~

2009-11-10T01:00:00.000-08:00

it seems like its all starting again~
i fell... n i thought i was picked up... by someone...
i felt reborned....
thinking.. finally.. there's someone to care for again..
n i will do my best...

who knew.. it ended just like tat....
sigh~
i m very lost now... even i might not show...
but i don't really know what to do...

i need to get off from here for a while...
maybe get away from everything.. n think for myself... for a few moment

i will be going home tomorrow...
n... oh... i deleted my facebook account...
i had enough of it already..

status: lost~

Kioshi~

2009-11-09T19:13:00.000-08:00

i guess this name is finally working for me~

i havent really talked to anyone like i used to anymore...

hmm... looking at the bright side.. maybe getting this name wasn't really a mistake... i guess its always meant to be like this~

i guess its time to really look into things... on myself.. instead of taking care...
of others...

ahh well... tat's all for now i guess.. nothing interesting is happening.. well.. not anymore i guess...

status: trying to get out of confusuion..

An "interesting" day...

2009-11-09T03:31:00.000-08:00

the day started quite smoothly... had breakfast with my gf's mom... we had a short chat...
about our side of the family n stuff...

n again... she's being all cold n all... but that don't really matter anymore now~

soo... she drove me to college.... we both study in the same college.. soo.. duhh~

ahh.. sooo after a few hours of boring class....
i really wanted to know why is she being soo quiet towards me...

i finally got an answer... she called for a "break up"

lol.. what else can i do at that moment? said no?
laugh? dance?

lol.. obviously i teared~ XD
its embessaring really... but what else can i do?
try sticking your head in my shoes~

sigh.. i thought everything was going all soo well...
who knew....

she didnt really felt it..

honestly..
tat's the line that made me start crying~

i just hope she grants me a chance... to really show what i m capable of...
hmm... guess i should hav took that step a lill quicker...

ahhh well....
life goes on aint it? ^.^

what's the use being cold to her...
afterall.. she's my classmate...
and my group partner...

soo.. ignoring her isnt really an option after all..
not that i m gonna take that step neither.. =P

sigh~
ahh well.... i guess that's all for today..
i don't really know what else to say really..

status: sad~ forcing a smile~

an observent sunday~

2009-11-08T06:24:00.000-08:00

after chatting with a fren on skype till about 2 am in the morning... while completing some assignments~ i finally got to bed~

at about 5:30 in the morning.. i got my 1st morning call... XD
who knew the mosque was soo close to the house here~ ^.^

ahh well... i kinda jumped up from bed... thought i was still in National Service~ XD

seee..... who says national service can't give you nightmares? XD

nyways... i managed to get back to bed... n woke up at about 7:30am...
took my shower... and started on my assignments~
^.^ my darling merinn messaged me at 8:38 am...

ehh~ still sleeping ar?

who knew she didn't dare to knock on the door~ XD
soo she came in.. took her clothes....
looked surprised that i m already ready~ XD

ahh well.. soo i went downstairs...
n again.. she's being all quiet n stuff.... still makes me wonder why...
ahh.. nyways... the silence made me observe a lill more i guess..

looking at her parents... they r really nice people... caring... loving... just like any good parent ^.^
weekend activities r usually almost the same... i kinda giggled when i saw both of meriins parents picked up the paper n covered their faces~ ^.^
well.. not exactly covered... they just started reading...

ahh.... i miss home..~ T.T
really.. after all these final's... i really wanna step home for a while..
sigh~ i guess the saying is always true.. "home sweet home"
ahh.. sorry... i m kinda writing in tears~ ^.^
ahh.. still have to force a smile~ ^.^

hmm... i went to get my photo's printed... who knew the quality was soooo bad~
but its ok i guess.. at least i don't get the colour overexposed n stuff...
we had lunch at a cafe... ohh.. wht's the name of the cafe...
nyways... we did some revision there...

awwh... 3 coloured tea.... reminds me of home really...
well.. not that that drinks originated from Melaka... but there's where i 1st tasted taht 3 coloured tea.. ^.^

we then went for basketball... i use to hate that sport.. well.. any sport that has a "ball" in it in that fact~
... but a lill guidence from a fren name Kok Woi made it all better...
i think i will be playing very soon~
really had fun~
till it drizzled a little..

i then had dinner... with her family...
XD kok woi's expression was sooo funny~ ^.^
he was like...
do i really have to join?? paiseh lea.. XD

ahh.. he's a great guy really...
i wonder where can u find someone sooo good looking, talented in basketball n nice to his girlfriend??
all in one package...

its seriously rare...
sadly i m not like tat.~ T.T
i m not even close to "good" looking~ sigh...
god always has played a crule joke on me~
but i m living.. soo i guess that's enough~ ^.^

jealous? yea.. a lill actaully.. XD

hmmm~
ahh.. what else can i say~? i guess those were the activities for today~

overall..~ it was fun... ^.^
i really enjoyed my day~ ^.^

status : still wondering why is she soo cold 2wards me~
listening to 6 months by hey monday

a silent day~

2009-11-07T06:03:00.000-08:00

morning started out surprising~
a classmate of mine~ Yeo Yee Siu actually came knocking on my door at 8:30 am in the morning~
reminding me to give back the transparency projector i borrowed yesterday
(should be handed back yesterday) =P

sooooo after carriying that heavy load all the way to the resource room~ i went back to the hostel
(was planning to get back to sleep)
who knew... my roomate.. was all dressed up... going to one Utama with all his buddies~ =.=""

lol... the whole block left me dead... alone~ T.T
ahhh well...
too kme shower...
and went looking for a taxi..
looking for one isnt hard...
getting the right price is~ XD

bargained allthe way till one of them gave up.. n said... i
ll giv u 35!! nett!!
to thank him... i'll type his name n number right here..~

Hasamudin Zainal
016-3185921
anyone staying in whichever or whatever part of cyberjaya..
he's the taxi to call kk!!? ^.^

alrite.. soo we chatted all the way there... he's seriosuly friendly.. he told me he was from Sabah n sutff... talked about his family... as if i already known him for years~ XD

ahh well... soo i was there... with my heavy bagpack... got bored walking around.. still wondering if i wanted my ears pierced again... soo i needed a break...
it was 12:30.... soo i wondered... if merinn n gang will be here like.. soon~
i wanted like.. a quick lunch.. soo i went to pizza hut.. n made the order 1st... soo they can get to eat right when they arrived..~
sigh.. who knew.. it was a disaster~ T.T

lol... the waiter actually sat right in front of me n asked...

waiter: are your frens coming?

Me: yea.. they are actually.. i m sorry if i m taking this space for too long... do u mind heating the food for me?

waiter: ahh.. no problem? now?

Me: no.. a lill later~ thx ^.^

waiter: -walked away-

~phone vibrated~
Merinn: Wei~ u eat 1st la...

ahh well... tat was like.. 40 minutes after the pizza landed on the table~ ^.^

hmm.. we ate after that.. no biggie i guess..
well.. i hope~ XD

then we went for a movie.. it was a beautiful film... but the other 3 almost fell asleep.. sigh.. guess they didn't really see the beauty in it.. =P

oh ohh.. what movie? The Timetraveller's wife..
its a seriously romantic movie!! all romantis out there... u really got to check this film out~
i almost teared like... 4 or 5 times.. omg~ XD

hmm.. after that wasnt that bad... i ended up getting my ears "nailed"
and... we had dinner at shushi king...

o.... n the whole while was kinda quiet...
i don't really know why~
but its ok i guess~ ^.^

mood: doing my assignment in a diffrent environment~ ^.^

ohh ohh.. pictures? none for today~ no good ones~ =P

jenli~ sigh

2009-11-06T05:22:00.000-08:00

Jenli~ i m glad u read the stuff i post n write~
really.. i do... but watching u upload what i said... n hope "XXX" will say it to u~
made me look at it i na diffrent way....to be honest with u... i kinda feel sorry that things didnt really worked out for u... like mine~
but i m sure... one day~ things will eventually turn around..
i can't really make any promises... but i know it will...
remember~

good luck jenli... u know i will always support u~
soo smiles kk? ^.^

I m Darrel Kioshi Cheong~

2009-11-04T18:09:00.000-08:00

Watching the world change~ (the things around me)
made me realise... how beautiful this world can sometimes be~

like 2 weeks ago~ on my birthday... who knew a good friend of mine.. is now my girlfriend...
this world is full of surprises.. i realise that after a while of thinking...love u baby mika~ <3 <3

but still some surprises can be bad~
My story starts after i started college...
soo... don't expect me to post anything about my national service... those weren't the "days" XD

I have Decided~

2009-11-04T04:37:00.000-08:00

lol... alright.. this post might be a little odd to some~
i have been looking for a middle name my whole life... a japanese... yet.. suitable one..

to be honest with all of u...
i m actually an attention seeker...
i love most of the attention pointed at me... n i do loads of stupid stuff to get them...
i get jealous quite easily.. although i don't really show...

sooo.... a few hours ago.. while trying to complete my journal n reports.... well.. i looked through the net... for japanese mid names...

finally.. something really caught me eye... soo i hav decided... to hav Kioshi as my middle name..
meaning?
Kioshi = silent... quiet...

i feel~ the world can sometimes be better without my idiotic voice~
like today... i kinda tried to keep quiet when i was out with a few frens getting paint for our final artwork~

one of them said..
wow~ we r very lucky today! ^.^
yea.. tat line really got me thinking~ i should stick to this middle name.. n maybe change my peronality~

i feel... i should let my attention seeking days.. well.. over~
not totally.. but.. i will try to cut down a lill by a lill each day...

well.. if readers r not satisfied with me changing my personality~ uhm... u can leave a comment~
or.. just... do what u do... if u r my classmates... don't advice me right infront of everyone please...~ talk to me peronally.. i will try to digest your suggestions and whatever shyt u r gonna throw at me...
thx for reading~

Days go by~

2009-10-30T21:35:00.000-07:00

Everyday... watching time fly..
getting older by the seconds...
every moment in our lives~
i guess its good to just cherish it... even it might not seem to be as expected....thx to a few long lost frens... i finally realised moving on is always the key to life...

before this...
i was just to stubborn to accept that as a fact...

some of u might still hate me for being selfish n all...
sorry~
i just hope u will forgive me for being soo selfish~

cheers readers~
stay happy..

Sem 2~ close to the end

2009-10-30T08:31:00.000-07:00

i know it has been ages since i updated~ soo here's a short one to show my blog is not... well..
~DEAD~

ARGH!! finals r here again... its already close to the end of semester 2 for me..
with all my final projects stacking up~

what to do!?
where to start!!? all these questions.. starting to pile up in my head..
(no hairlost k? dont worry) =P

miss my baby kanata~ T-T luff yhoo!!

LOL!

2009-09-19T00:49:00.000-07:00

Who says women were weaklings?? This one says NOT AT ALL!!

look at these sayings~
Woman has Man in it;
Mrs. has Mr in it;
Female has Male in it;
She has He in it;
Madam.. well.. has ADAM in it!! XD

ou.. still don't get the joke.. well..here's the men's side of the sayings~

MENtal illness
MENstural cramps
MENtal breakdown
MENopause
GUYnecologist...

the worst one of the century~

HISterectomy

lol.. soo that proves it~ ^.^
women will just brighten the world!! ^.^

send this to all of the women u know!!
brighten their day!!! ^.^

as for the men.. well... just send this to them to annoy them!! ^.^

cheers!!
hav a good laugh n a good day! ~ ^.^

please...

2009-09-17T07:35:00.000-07:00

i m sorry... but i hav to say all this...
its no that i m blaming u for anything but...

finding a time...... to really sit down.. n chat with u...
its not really a "walk in the park" for me anymore...

assignments r stacking up... n i m always planning my time to really catch some time to spend with u...

i m always annoyed... n i know u don't really like that.. its because i feel.. wadever i do... its all gone down the drain...
like just now for example... i hav an assignment to be handed up tomorrow (friday)
i rushed my ass off the whole nite on Wednesday.... did my touch ups today just to get it done...

i was soo happy that i can really spend time to chat with u...
who knew... u were ill...
u needed rest n all....

but u didnt.. instead u came online.. (which is a good thing)
but why r u being soo quiet?? wad's the point of coming online then???
its not all the time u r like this... but times like this really annoys me...

i know how u feel... n u r not happy all the time n all.. but..
sigh.. i don't know..

i guess this is all just me...
i hav my self to blame for all of this...

lol... sigh.. i'll just laugh it all over then... ^.^

GATE To HEAVENS IS BACK!!!

2009-08-18T23:34:00.000-07:00

an ancient.. yet exciting game!!!! is back!! omg!! i m sooo friggin excited!!
i already started playing it.... n guess what!!?? i m the 100 players who still got their accounts on the server!!! damn!!! XD

i was sooo lucky!!!!! i got invited to level my character.. n now its too the max level...
pls try out this online game!! its cool.. its free!! n the GM's r not as strict as they look..
u can like ask for anything n they can grant it for u... but not everything-everything of couse..

pls try it!! GTH = gate to heavens... got go to hell.. ok???

a few things abt the server...
server status: stable
number of servers: one
players in server : loads!! XD
drop rate: depends..
exp rate: depends on whether the GM wants to help u on level'ing..
pvp maps: yes.. there r a few...

my status? : TOTALLY HAPPY!!! XD

here's the link!!!
site:
http://gthonline.net/index.php/gth_news/3015.html

download:
http://royalpremiergames.net/patches/GTH_Setup_Eng_Full.exe

patches:
check the site.. XD

need some screenshots???
here they are!! ^.^

1st day of Sem 2...

2009-08-10T03:53:00.000-07:00

i got up at 5:00 am... having a good dream... but forced myself to wake up...
took a cold shower to freeze myself up.. XD

after my parents sent me sisters to school.. they picked up my friend Alvin.. n off we go!!! ^.^

we were suppose to be here b4 9am.. fortunately... we did... but it was 9 am sharp!! XD
(thats when my class starts)
i ran as fast as i could... i leaped at the stairways n kinda scraped my right shin!! T.T
it hurts.. but i still kept on moving...

well.. timetable sucks this time... we hav 3 classes for monday n wednesday!! T.T
class starts at 9 am to 12pm... 2pm to 4pm... then 5 to 8 pm.. =.=

thank god its raining here today... n heavily too.... at least the weather suited our mood.. XD
well... looking at the rain just makes me think of how much u like the rain.. ^.^
n how much u like getting soaked in rain water... XD

oh.. i found a ring i had sooo many years ago... its one of my favorites....i kinda wore it on ring finger on my right hand... ^.^ well.. will it bring me luck??? we'll see then.. ^.^

even if it does... it wont be as great as the one i gave u.. ^.^

ah well... life still goes on... ^.^
welcome to semester 2!! (Dum Dum Dum!! DUM!!! ) XD

lol... i like this... (gandalf vs dumbledore)

2009-07-26T08:03:00.000-07:00

water colour!!! X3

2009-07-14T02:17:00.000-07:00

my 1st watercolour drawing???
well yea... here it is.. spent abt 4 to 5 hours on it.. XD

sigh..

2009-06-20T22:35:00.000-07:00

class started easy for me...
i finally get to do what i wanted to do for sooo sooo long...

challenges come and go.... from work... to my personal life....
now... I hav 2 final projects to complete....
a solo project... and a group project....

i haven't step home for 3 weeks....
i kinda miss home... Malacca....
now's 1:36pm... n its 21st of June... "father's day"

i havent slept for 2 days.... watching the sun set....moon rise... till the sun sets up again...
rushing on my colourings and reports for my group projects....

i only took naps in between.... at abt 2 or 3 hours tops...

i only have 2 more weeks to presentation...
n i hope everything goes well after all this "torture"...

Good Luck

2009-06-06T06:57:00.000-07:00

"to a dear friend"
we hav been frens... for quite sometime b4..
i don't want my little problem to haunt u...
i don't want this problem to go on..

although it really hurt me that bad...
but i don't want u to feel sorry for me...

we hav so many things going on....
n i don't want u to live in "my world"

your world of reality is way better than my dark n lonely "world"

leave... be free...
your college life is already starting..
n mine has already started..

i might live like a shadow...
but i will try to stand up...someday...

we might not meet again... but that's fine with me already...
so..... this is my final goodbye to u..
wishing u good luck in everything u do..

be successful with your course and your future career...

look at it...

2009-06-05T08:27:00.000-07:00

lol... remember that something i bought for u...??
well.. since u don't reply me in anything...
anymore...
i guess this is the best way...

its a 60% meteorite ring...
i got it from kinokuniya just for u....
n when i thought its the right time to give it to u....
u told me abt him..

i though giving u a piece from the stars will be the best gift u'll ever receive... but it just
makes things worse....
i guess this dark silvery metal just let it get worse...

i won't tell u the price cause its not vry important anymore....

the back string that i wear around my wrist is tied around this ring....
and on my neck...
since it not vry cheap...
i mind as well wear it on me...

hope the positive energy it brings will cover the dark memories i had....

at least i know i won't die early....

Movies

2009-06-04T23:41:00.000-07:00

went to TGV yesterday with a few friends..
we watched 17 again...

the actual plan was to watch with her.. "today" 5th June 2009..
''' ''' '''

sigh... after so many things happened....
the plan has to be canceled..
i didn't even wanna go back to Melaka anymore...

sigh... if such things happen to me in real life..., i wanna go a few months back...
undo wadever i did wrong...
spend more time with her....skip Ns... help her when she falls....
n undo wadever shyt that makes me feel how i feel now...

i guess im happier here in cyberjaya...
its not the place i want to be..
but i feel much happier here...
with all the work i hav to do.....

the movie is not half bad....
its like a trilling roller coaster ride.....
its brings u from comedy.. to romance... n the touchy touchy parts... where my tears almost roll down my cheeks... (shhhh don't tell anybody..) XD

sigh... yea... still hav to force a smile.. although its like.. a month???
yea.. it has already been a month...
time flies....

anyways... if she's reading this.... welll... good luck in yea college life..
u hav only a few more days to enjoy..
so.... enjoy...

i knw i m not.. but who cares.. ^.^

driving test chaos!!!

2009-06-02T07:53:00.000-07:00

JPJ only comes on Monday???
wow... wad a reason he gave...

=the twist of life=
happened to me.. again...
my last time driving was a week ago... my trails
after getting over with that...
i told him.. uncle... i need to finish my jpj test as sooooon as possible...

then he goes yada yada yada...
then i said... 1st of jun...
he said.. ok!!! set.... dont change at the last minute(wad he said)

may30th.... saturday... i wasn't at home...
i went to this concert by yoshihiro ando..
he rocks!!! as usaul... or else he wont perform on stage... XD

i called him before i went to the concert... just to make sure...
he said.. ok.. ill get that time for u...

sunday... may 31st...
on my way back... soooo god-dammed confident that i will pass jpj on 1st of June...
my mom asked me to call him just to reconfirm..
n so i did...
i was 8 km to seremban..
n wad he told me!!???
:::a.... boy ar.... i forgot to call u earlier....
ar.... your time ar.... i can't get wo...
maybe another week...?? XD

there u hav it....
the twist of life...
imagine if u live in this condition...

n the things u hav around u...
that giv u strength n confidence... all lost...

will u get bored of life...
?????
i knw i will... n i m now... seriously..

picture editing

2009-06-02T07:44:00.000-07:00

my final project started.... 1st sem is already near end...
its going to end at July...
having a 1 month break...

second sem starts at august or September...

got bored with life after so many things happened....
soo.... i think i will learn something new..
editing pictures with pc...
n.. this is my result...
original
final
and my trademark... the black cat.. =3

bad luckky me.. XD

Pointlessly blank

2009-06-01T05:55:00.000-07:00

new life???
well.. i don't really feel that after coming here...

everything seems to get worse...

i really don't understand why some things happen without any clear reason..

i feel so down right now..
after having that "operation"
feel as tired as ever...

i can't really sleep... eat... nor breath well..
sigh....

but my work still has to go on...
wad else can i do..
i picked my "dream" path...

i guess i hav to live with it then...
i still got to try to enjoy life although its partly a lie... (to me of course) ^.^

still hav to force a smile like everyday....
good luck me.. ^.^

its done!!!

2009-05-22T01:41:00.000-07:00

finally!!! after working for almost 3 days...

well.. more than 13 hours on it..

its finally done!!!
its not as beautiful as i expected it to be...
but here it is!! XD

pls read this..

2009-05-20T05:13:00.000-07:00

sigh.... after so long... well... 2 weeks n 4 days to be exact...
i hav been doing alot of thinking...
yes yes.... i m rude.... n might not be as "nice" as before..
but i guess thats my real self...

i m still the crazy.... happy go lucky Darrel many people might know...

but many things hav changed...
i m not sure wad...

yes.. i m still cursed... XD
my bad luck hasn't run away...

i might become a lill crazier than usual...due to some heartbroken events..
but.... the point is.... wad i m doing now... my studies... hav to go on..
homework helps me a lill actually...
(wow... didn't knw ill type that..)

well.. working on my project.... (colour shading)

its not easy really... i spent almost 4 hours on it.... n here's wad i get...
time really flies when i m at work...
i hope to do more... till i sleep in my grave...
at least it won't hurt soo much.. ^.^

a curse i live with

2009-05-19T20:04:00.000-07:00

lol.....
a curse...????
yea... its always happening to me...
i don't know why....

today...20th may 2009...
the day i wanna hang out with my buddies...
my friends already planned this like...
3 or 4 days ago...

so.... i think to myself...
i have to attend this thing...
nothing can screw it up...

n there it happened... XD

i m still having my driving lessons...
after so long.... i m studying at lim kok wing cyberjaya..
i have to delay n delay..

so... Monday... i had driving classes...
the guy told me he can teach me for 1 last time today...(Wednesday)
so i told him.. uncle.. pls make it early on Wednesday... i have friends to catch up with later that day..
he told me ok...

:::::then the ""twist of life"" came::::

i woke up...
so freakin excited

took a shower....
getting rdy to go....
then a call came...
guess who??? the driving instructor...
he said... um... boy.... i think we hav to make this a lill later...
at abt.... 2:00 pm...or so...

my mood completely turned.... 360...
no.... 720.. XD

wad can i say??? no...
actually no can be 1 of my answers....
but if i really said no.... well... ^^
the results will be bad..disastrous actually.. XD

u knw.. mom...
i m sure most of u understand your mommies vry well...

if i said no.... then she will start to ask...
no driving classes today...
then if i didn't lie abt it... (the nagging goes on and on...)
she will go like.. why lar??? hang out with friends more important ma???
get your driving license... then u can lepak everyday...

??:lepak everyday:??

!!(lol... u wish... XD)!!
u will b a taxi driver already when u get your license.. XD
private taxi driver ... XD

another nightmare..

2009-05-18T00:46:00.000-07:00

i had a dream yesterday....
the scene of my final movie with her...
it was so clear... its like everything was really there...
the atmosphere... the movie... everything..

i was sitting behind me n her...
i just sat there... trying to figure everything out...

i saw her face... that akward looking face....
n the worry looking me... sigh...

everything i said to her... well... its really boring... just staring back at these things...
but somehow.. i don't want that dream to be over..

i woke up 5:30 am today in tears...
although... i don't remember crying in any part of my dream....
... managed to continue sleeping till 6:00am...

took my bath... n followed my mom to melaka raya...
(my sisters r still schooling)

released some tension.. at the arcade....
spent abt RM 20 there..
driving games.... as usual...my fav games...
sigh...

tagging

2009-05-16T02:12:00.000-07:00

tried graffiti???

well.. i tried tagging today...
its not a very easy process... cause my canvas is soooo small!!!

i forgot to upload the process before i sprayed paint on it... sorry...

i cut out a small :spade: on a piece of cardboard...
(4 hours) (12 tries)
paste it on my canvas
(3 minutes)
.... paint..
(a few seconds)
n wait for it to dry.. XD
(an hour or so)

after that.... Tada!!!!
there u hav it.. a permanent tag!!

i think i m gonna add summore... well.. some other time... ^.^

frEns every1 will wAnt to havE

2009-05-16T01:53:00.000-07:00

after studying in lim kok wing university for almost 3 months...
i met many interesting friends that every1 will want to have
these r a few of them....
the guy in blue... Yau... the person behind him... ah chiang...
the guy in green.. xiao lan..
n finally... joe..

we can share almost everything.....
form our stories... to our past... our ns life...

they r the best...
i feel so lucky to just know them...

they r the ones who help me get through my problems....
they listen... n they help...
at least they did... non like some friends i hav...

rough week

2009-05-15T05:53:00.000-07:00

rough week i had... holiday for me nex week...
not really happy about it....
after so many things happened...

i m lucky to knw a fren that read expressions even better than i can..
he drove me to IoI mall putra jaya.... asked me to spill everthing that is bothering me...

he brought me to a cafe called Saga...
i dont really enjoy coffee...
so i let him order for me...

he ordered a hot coco titled "heartbroken"
the presentation rocks!!!
i totally love the presentation on it..

so i spilled a lill of wad is bothering me...
but i covered most of the part.. that really hurt ed me..

after all... he is paying for my drink... XD

i might be smiling like usual..
but i don't feel as happy as usual...

this song rocks!!!! (haruharu) sang by Big Bang

2009-05-14T05:04:00.003-07:00

YEAH...
FINALLY I REALIZED...
THAT I'M NOTHING WITHOUT YOU...
I WAS SO WRONG...
FORGIVE ME....

Ah Ah Ah Ah -

Padocheoreom buswojin nae mam
Baramcheoreom heundeullineun nae mam
Yeongicheoreom sarajin nae sarang
Munsincheoreom jiwojijiga anha
Hansumman ttangi kkeojira swijyo
Nae gaseumsogen meonjiman ssahijyo SAY GOODBYE

YEAH
Nega eobsin dan harudo mot salgeotman gatatdeon na
Saenggakgwaneun dareugedo geureokjeoreok honja jal sara
Bogosipdago bulleobwado neon amu daedabeobtjanha
Heotdoen gidae georeobwado ijen soyongeobtjanha

Ne yeope inneun geu sarami mwonji hoksi neol ullijin annneunji
Geudae naega boigin haneunji beolsseo ssak da ijeonneunji
Geokjeongdwae dagagagijocha mareul geol su jocha eobseo aetaeugo
Na hollo gin bameul jisaeujyo subaekbeon jiwonaejyo

Dorabojimalgo tteonagara tto nareul chatjimalgo saragara
Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoeeopgie johatdeon gieongman gajyeogara
Geureokjeoreok chamabolmanhae geureokjeoreok gyeondyeonaelmanhae
Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeyadwae haruharu mudyeojyeogane

OH GIRL CRY CRY
YO MY ALL (SAY GOODBYE)

Gireul geotda neowa na uri majuchindahaedo
Mot boncheok hagoseo geudaero gadeongil gajwo

Jakkuman yet saenggagi tteooreumyeon amado
Nado mollae geudael chajagaljido molla

Neon neul geu saramgwa haengbokhage neon neul naega dareun mam an meokge
Neon neul jageun miryeondo an namgekkeum jal jinaejwo na borandeusi

Neon neul jeo haneulgachi hayake tteun gureumgwado gachi saeparake
Neon neul geureoke useojwo amu il eopdeusi

Dorabojimalgo tteonagara tto nareul chatjimalgo saragara
Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoeeopgie johatdeon gieongman gajyeogara
Geureokjeoreok chamabolmanhae geureokjeoreok gyeondyeonaelmanhae
Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeyadwae haruharu mudyeojyeogane

Nareul tteonaseo mam pyeonhaejigil (nareul itgoseo saragajwo)
Geu nunmureun da mareulteni YEAH (haruharu jinamyeon)

Charari mannaji anhatdeoramyeon deol apeultende UM
Yeongwonhi hamkkehajadeon geu yaksok ijen
Chueoge mudeodugil barae baby neol wihae gidohae

Dorabojimalgo tteonagara tto nareul chatjimalgo saragara
Neoreul saranghaetgie huhoeeopgie johatdeon gieongman gajyeogara
Geureokjeoreok chamabolmanhae geureokjeoreok gyeondyeonaelmanhae
Neon geureolsurok haengbokhaeyadwae haruharu mudyeojyeogane

OH GIRL
I CRY CRY
YO MY ALL
SAY GOODBYE BYE
OH MY LOVE
DON'T LIE LIE
YO MY HEART
SAY GOODBYE

To All TwiLighT fans!!!

2009-05-05T06:31:00.000-07:00

the 2nd movie of the Twilight series is coming this November 2009!!!

i read this from the Gempak Mag..

true or not....

we shall see... ^.^ but i hav the black n white ov it... ^.^

Cheers fans... ^.^

LooKiN FoRwArD!!

2009-04-30T02:38:00.000-07:00

wow!!!!
i dont hav to be in class for the whole week!!!
(next week)
my class will be at IOI mall putrajaya!!!

doin paintings on walls!!!
GRAFfItI!!!

yay yay me!!!! XD

now i m brainstorming till my head explodes!!!
the title for this painting is 1 Malaysia!!!

now i m still sketching on wad my class will be drawing...
n hope the idea will be accepted!!

BZ BZ!!! XD
but excited at the same time!!!

CAN'T WAIT!!!!!!

DaNg!!

2009-04-28T05:06:00.000-07:00

sigh......

hav u ever heard of colour printing??
i think most of u hav a printer at home...

well.... this is different...
hav u ever heard of printing 2, coloured, on A4 sized normal/plain/paper made form trees

that cost'ed u Rm50!!!??!?!?

yea.. that happened to me today...

well... originally... the printing only costs Rm1.50 per piece...
thanks to the "thief" who stole my frens library "cash" card...
that has RM 50 in it!!!!

damn..... now i hav to bargain to pay half price for his lost...
well...
his mood is still Bad...
i think ill save that bargain for later...

sigh....

it all happened sooooo fast!!!!

our library has abt.... 60 or 70 pc's....
luckily.... my fren n i got the pc that was like.... 5 to 6 pc's away form the printer..

we started printing 2 pieces....
to acess the printer.... well.. u need to insert your cash card..
so.. after printing the 1st 2...

===I===
walked back to ask hm to click print onthe other 2 pictures...
=====a few secinds later...====
i walked bak to the printer... n it said..
pls insert card or use code....

in my head i was like...
==o....i m so fucked...==

sigh... i hav to tell him wad happened..
he was pissed... he really was...

damn....

WonDering Around Kl...

2009-04-25T07:01:00.000-07:00

wow... an Adventure ill never forget...

me n my frens walked the streets of KL till our legs gave up!!!

the advanture started...
6:00am
me,my frens: Chung n Vincent started our journey to UMNO building beside The Mall
(we had our class there...)
well actually...we helped out at the fare.... a book fare to b precise
(attendance was still on) =P

our assignment for that day was to look for 15 books regarding moral values n shyt..
so.... me n my other fren... Ian Low.... got on with our work...

::wondering there the other 2 i came with went???::
:::well... they r the play 1st n panic later type....::
so.... moving on..

the ran through almost every book at the fare... almost.. XD
got bored in the middle of the ""hunt""
so... we took some stupid pics of each other...

after the ""hunt""
we didn't exactly went back to help out...

we invited the other 2 .... n a few more of our classmates...
n went for the Adventure of a lifetime...

where did we went??

form the mall.... we took a 50 minutes ""hike" to timesquare...
which is like the other side of town...
after that.... we went to KLCC...

n well... that's about it really.. XD

(well.. we got lost in during the hike as well... it was like the amazing race... we were all sweaty n smelly.. XD)

WOW!!! lUcKy DaY!!!

2009-04-09T00:12:00.000-07:00

my 2nd week in Lim kok wing....

well.. nothing new happened...
i tried the internet connection... (using now)

the speed... well....
1 word to describe it...
no no... 2 actually.. XD

it sucks!!
the speed is like..... 1/10 compared to wad i hav at home...
(maybe its because the connection here is wireless....)
hm..... NAH!!! XD

anyways... i don't have to go my Communication Studies class!!!!
yay yay!!!!

Spm candidates with a grade of A2 n above r excused from coming to class...

disappointingly... among the "pack" of 30.... only 5 stepped up...(including me of course..)

i still don't know the names of the other 4... but i will meet them soon... ^.^
well... that's it really.... going back to Melaka tomorrow...
i miss home soooo much...
i miss Mc Donalds too.. XD
wait for me my precious burgers...
~~mY.....precious.... he he He Ae He~~~

well.. that it for this post.... sorry... no pics this time... XD

watching FnF4 this Saturday... wanna join me??? gimme a call..

my h.p no. is 014-XXXXXXX
can't c it???? aw... sorry... only my frens can.. XD

be my fren n u'll get to c it.... =P

bad connection!!!!

2009-04-06T03:39:00.000-07:00

wa!!! pek chek pek chek!!!!!

after 2 weeks... i saved my money for an adaptor...

it caused me RM 90...

i was so excited... that i can get online... at my college...

n now... the connection is sooooo bad!!!!

i can prove it!!!!!!
HERe it is!!!! black n white!!!
well... a lill blue n green in it... but u GOT MY POINT!!! XD

My !st WeEk

2009-04-03T05:08:00.000-07:00

college life started for me...
1st week was exciting... (as usual)

new place... new environment... new ppl...

at least. for me... i tried wearing something new.... (that suits me)
got a few/new frens from Japan.. ^.^ (ill get some photo's from them)

they recommend me to try getting a knit hat... or a beanie.. XD (head wear basically... ) ^.^

so i did....
i hanged out with them at IOI mall Putrajaya...
they brought me to a shop... where they sell all these cool stuff from Japan..
ALL IMPORTED FROM JAPAN!!!
n everything cause only RM5.. XD

i told my mom abt this on that same day... she told me there is a shop lke this too in Melaka...
not sure where....
but its there..somewhere.. XD

there they pick a beanie that really suits me... i liked it too... seriously!!!
here r some pics to prove that.. XD

i m not a photogenic person...

n i don't do this alot.. XD (but there u go... XD)

DArn...

2009-03-24T04:38:00.000-07:00

LOl.. it's been a long time since i updated.... thx for following my blog....
i didnt expect 6 person to follow my "interesting" blog... XD
[today]
24th of March....
i was back from NS camp on the... 11th of march...

well... time flies....
n now... i m going to college...

at least i got to go for the subject i want..

i m going to major on Interface Design..
for now.... i will be going for my Foundation...

which college u ask??
well....
Lim Kok Wing...

don't be surprised... XD
yes yes...
its a famous.../ well known college/university...
but i didnt register myself there on purpose...

there is this package....
that made it/the price...
well..... reasonable.. ^.^

the fees r like..
... 1/2 the original price...

unbelievable.. i knw... XD

my SPM??? don't ask...
TRUST me...
u don't wanna knw... XD

lol.. all i can say in this post is.. well.. dreams really do come true...
except for my SPM grades..
that was... a nightmare... XD

well... ppl got to move on... so do i... ( trying to comfort myself... not really working... =.=" )

well... for now.. goodbye PLKN... welcome college life!!! YAY YAY

i hav been drawing alot lately.... but.... i didn't upload it all...
check it out.. keep updated....
i m not... for now... XD

A new chapter??

2008-12-12T08:21:00.001-08:00

sigh.... sorry to say... if hosts of this event r reading this... i m sorry to say...
this wont b chapter 1 for me...

maybe a prologue.... but not chapter 1...
reason for this...
1.food.... well... refill "la....at least.."we paid RM50 knw... not 5..??
(FYI... ladies 1st..??
thats fine...
but.. i only got to eat fruits... main course... a bowl of soup n a bun...) rm 50... a lill too much dont u think..
2.prom music..?? more like some MCR or Linkin Park concert...
3.um... managing... a lill too messy.... (but my seat was fine.. so...u can skip that..)

sigh... if u look at the bright side....
well... its not vry bright... but.. there is a spot for it..

i get to meet up with my frens... almost every1...
chat throughout the whole event...
scream till my voice box break..
n all sorts of funny shyt i enjoy...
dance like a monkey

i hav nothing much to say abt this event i attended...
i hav some pics.... but i will upload at my next post... cause all the pics.. well... with my friend..
(i forgot to bring my cam)

"n to a fren...
which i dont kwn how she feels now...
i m vry sorry...
i really dont knw how u feel right now.... n i m new in this "game"
love is not my thing.... but i will improve...

mm.... cheers yea... " =\

Darn.... BacK to BasIcS

2008-12-11T00:44:00.000-08:00

sigh.... most of u knw.. i only do line art... no colours....

so... i hav to learn how... XD

i went back to the basics... water colouring....
the result is well..... not satisfying.... seriously.. XD

i gave myself 2 hours.... n the result... T.T
i took some pics.... from step 1 to final.... here it is..
get it penciled...
in with the colour... which i dont even knw how... but still did it... XD
finally... i cheated... i think... by adding some details with my artline pen...
i used....pen tip size 0.1 , 0.4 and 1.0... XD

there u hav it... darn... i really need to practice.. i cant do it for real... how can i do it digital.. T.T

message to self...
i hav a long... LONG... way to go....

DrifTinG (motorsport)

2008-12-09T23:30:00.000-08:00

drifitng... wad is drifting..??

i m going to help you with it now.. XD

drifting....

refers to a driving technique and to a motor sport where the driver intentionally skids the rear tires through turns, preserving vehicle control and a high exit speed.

"HOW" do u perform such a move!!?

well.. there r alot of tecniques... ^^

today.. .there r a total of 7 drifitng techniques...

1.Hand brake drift
2.Power oversteer or Powerslide
3.Shift lock (compression slide)
4.Clutch Kick
5.Braking drift
6.Inertia (Feint) drift or Scandinavian flick
7.Kansei, Lift off, or Taking In

drifitng is well known in Japan... n now in the US too...

in fact... many countries r starting to get into this current trend...

D1GP is something every drift fan have to check out...^.^

here is a short vid... check it out.. ^.^

i PAsS(ed)!!!!

2008-12-09T00:51:00.000-08:00

ARGH!!!! i pass/A'ced it!!!

yea.... who says 3rds times the charm!!?

my 1st try n i already pass!!! YEA!!!! horray me!!!

now i can proceed to mE L license....

horray me!!! XD

cant wait to drive!!!!

UnDang tOmorRow...

2008-12-08T08:29:00.000-08:00

T.T
i m having my undang exams tomorrow... (only 45 minutes... no biggie..)
9-12-2008
i hav to take this exam....
b4 i can really go for my driving test..
to get my driving license... (obviously..)

b4 that ... i had to go to this 5 hour(s)
(6-12-2008)
course/talk/omg...
which is sooo sooo boring!!!

the speaker/teacher/old man
gave me/us/the class a speech on all the basics...road safety...wad to read on... wad signs to use... and all sorts of shyt.. XD

after that.. my driving instructor.. gave me a
500 question booklet...

he said... "if u can answer all of these...u r sure to pass..."

so... i just nod my head and like.. yea yea... wadever... XD

after the instructor explained everything....
like... wad will he test us on... wad is the clutch for... wad's the break for... wad's this wad's that...

the 1 thing i really cant accept was...
he said...
i hav to go for another 6 hour(s) course/talk after this
undang exam...

the instructor said it is a must ...
and there is no escape.. T.T
*sigh*

for now.. lets hope i pass this thing 1st..
XD

noticed the date...? i only gave myself 2 days to study...
( i can hav all the time i want to study but NO..... i want this the hard way!!!) XD
horray me.. XD

o... if i fail... i can have a retake... but i hav to pay... RM30 in order to do that..

some of my frens hav to pay RM35..
hope u readers r not 1 of them.. XD

its already 12:42am now... n i hav only a few hours left to study...
my paper is at 2pm... so... good luck me.. XD

LooKz can Kill~!!

2008-12-06T07:26:00.000-08:00

after 27th , last day of exams

... i hav been staying up late... (chatting with my frens)

now... i look like a Panda.. XD my looks can really kill u

(acutally.. its making u roll down and laugh your ass off.. ) XD

my holiday timetable....

not sooo fun this year...

i hav my car licence to take...

i m having the "undang" exam next tuesday...

which is on the 10th..of DEC... sigh...

after that...i hav a prom nite to settle.. on 12th....

and 14th.... going for a trip with my cuz...

o my... i really need my sleep.... its 11:31pm now... (which is still early for most...)

and i really cant stand it.. XD

i knw i hav not been updating... sorry viewers... i m just "busy"... get it?? "BUSY"

nevermind... even i dont get it.. XD

i dont get my own jokes sometimes....

my fren told this lame joke... which took me soo sooo long to figure it out..

the joke went like this..

"why was 6 afraid of 7??"

because... "7,8,9"...

i was like... WTF?? XD

readers... thx for reading... for you readers who r goin for the prom...12th of this month...

be prepared... my camera will be flashing hard!!! XD

TOO SpiCy!!

2008-11-25T02:24:00.000-08:00

hehe... i m back... n its not even 27th yet... XD

i just found out!!!

there is a new console... called TOO SPICY!!!
i dont think its in Malaysia yet.... but i m soooo looking forward to try it out!!!!

sooo far..... this is how much i knw abt the console....need to check it out!!! ARG!!!! XD

o my....

2008-11-14T22:13:00.000-08:00

EXAMS!!!!! darn!!! i need time to relax!!!!

how i relax u ask...??
i cant!!!
[x] games
[x]songs
[x]tv
[x]drawing....
[x]other stuff i like to do... T.T

my head is going to explode!!!!! BOOM!!!! X_X

so.. this is wad i did.... sorry linkin park... XD

form this.....

to this!!!! XD

support your local bands!!!! kids... this is not the way to do it...
so dont try this at home.... =P

cheers veiwers.. hav a nice day.. XD
next update will b on 27th of NOV...

Joanne!! i think i knw wad to Wear!! XD

2008-11-05T07:07:00.000-08:00

hello... this post is specially... for a friend...

who is helping me....
to get a perfect look for the upcoming prom night..!!! XD

it looks perfect now..
but.. not in reality...
trust me.. XD

so.....
this is my reply to u!!!!
i m going to wear like this...!!!! XD yeng lea!! XDXD
[x] the red hair..
i m not going to dye my hair red.. XDthank u for the post Joanne... i knw its not all for me... but i thank u !! ^.^

1 more thing... u better read this!! XD
i cant c me in these clothing.. .seriously!!!! i just cant c myself in it!!! XD
sad sad me.. XD

anyways...
cheers!!.. stay happy!!! XD

Lol... Transformers quiz.. XD

2008-11-03T05:46:00.001-08:00

i dont knw why i did this... but i got the answer i want.. XD

***the link***
http://www.funflip.com/quiz/transformers

its a transformer quiz...
i tried... its fun.. XD

i m JAZZ.. XD
I AM 63% JAZZ

Take the Transformers Quiz

I AM
63%
JAZZ Take the Transformers Quiz

63% Jazz

Transformer 2 is coming soon...

don't go look for trailers or anything on you tube... most of them r....
fake/fan made ...

u can check them out if u want...
some of the vids r hilarious

check the link out k..??
tell me wad u r.. XD

good luck!!!
cheers!!! hav a nice/fantastic day

A mOmeNt WiTh Ben...

2008-11-01T07:58:00.000-07:00

Finally!!!! i took a pic with him!!! My idol!!!
i only knw him as Ben...
cause thats how i knw him...XD

his comics rocks!!!
my fav comic...by him of course...
Fatal Chaos
*ill talk all abt it on my nex post*

all i knw is....
this pic with him is wad i wanted for
sooo soooo long!!!
F.y.I... *im not gay*

last year... i went to a Gempak/comic Con
disappointingly....i cant stay till he comes....

but this time... he is in Malacca!!!! MALACCA!!!

I was really surprised when i saw him.....
thx to my friend, Goh Siak Khan
he has a Camera with him....at that time..

*cameras r not allowed at school... i wonder how he got it in his bag...*

MY current dreams r complete!!! now....
i m really rdy for the exams!!! which is coming.. in another... 8 days

o0ooo!!!OOO!!!! good luck me!!!!
n every1!!! XD

Cake CakE N More CAKE!!!!! X_X

2008-10-27T08:31:00.000-07:00

wow... 3 cakes in 1 month!!!!

tht's like...
A recorD!!!!
seriously....i tasted 3 cakes in 1 month....

lets recap!!

20-10-2008...
Pandan flavored cake...

4 freakin days later... 24-10-2008
my dad's BD... some creammmy cake... XD today!!!27-10-2008
Deepavali celebration... ^.^

chocolate mocha cake... wow.. (0.o)

u don't have to taste it to feel "FaT"... HAHAHAH

i m starving myself for the nex 4 days... XD
good luck me... XD...

cheers all viewers... recognize me.. the fat lumpy boy... HAHAHHAHA XD

beaten my record??? do tell me how n why?? XD

thank u for viewing.. drop by some time..
leave a comment on the chat box.. or.. here.. if u will
thank u again!!!! ^.^

The NewB TutoriaL

2008-10-26T08:58:00.000-07:00

welcome to MY 1st session of NewB Tutorial !!!!
Staring!!! Newbbie Darrel!!! ^.^
today... i m going to tutor on

***How To: Graffiti on Paper!!!****

that's right!! i said it!!
Graffiti On Paper!!!
its legal!!!
express your inspiration n ideas on PAPER!!!

this is legal... seriously... XD

ok.... lets start!!!!
for every drawing.... we must always start with the
*Sketch*
i.. personally like to start with a pencil!!! lol...
tune the lines till its perfect!!!
*reminder* keep lines thin... u hav to colour it later..
(i know.... mine's suckish... laugh all u want!!)

to b on the safe side... do not!!
i repeat!!
do not do any inking or coloring on the original copy!!
1 mistake and is bye bye!!!
gone..!!!
boom!!
AsTalaVista BabY!!!!
always use a photostat machine... or... a scanner if u have... make another copy....

now!!! comes the exciting part!!!!
the colouring!!!! ^.^
well.. 1st of all..
we hav to start with the tools!!!

i personally like uni paint markers..
**the basic n must have colours!!!*** (black,n 2 more that contrasts) e.g Red n dark green
i don't know why.... but they r.... user friendly.. XD
a celegraphy pen...
for final touchings n stuff. (that's actually the trick... XD)

take your time.. plug on your earphones...
or your radio....
listen to your favorite songs... ^.^
and keep on colouring!!! XD

finally!!! after so many hours!!!!! TADA!!!
u hav it!!!
your vry own graffiti on PAPER!!!

B live me... dont try scanning this... all mistakes will b visible... ill show u a sample.. =Pthis looks perfect!!!

this doesnt!!! HAHAAHAHAH XDbeacuse i used paint markers.... some part of the paper caught more paint... scanning it makes it visible.. XD

***this is the traditional method.... for those who r masters in photoshop.... pls dont look down on me.... i m vry low tech... XD****

good luck!!! hope to c viewers upload their graffiti's!!!!

again.. thank u for viewing my blog!!! hope to c u drop by soon!!!!

Im SmoKe .... Billy Smoke...

2008-10-26T04:28:00.001-07:00

another exciting Graphic novel / comic !!!!
so cool!!!!

by B. Clay Moore

a lill abt everything...

Moore first achieved notoriety as the writer and co-creator of Hawaiian Dick, first published in 2002 by Image Comics. Since then, he has co-created Battle Hymn, with Jeremy Haun, and The Expatriate, with Jason Latour for Image Comics, and The Leading Man, also with Jeremy Haun, for Oni Press. Moore has also written for Harris Publications, Devil's Due, Marvel Comics, DC Comics, Slave Labor Graphics, and Pennyfarthing Press. He currently lives in suburban Kansas City with his wife and children.

From 2004 to 2005, Moore served as the Public Relations & Marketing Coordinator for Image Comics, before leaving the position to focus on a full-time freelance writing career.

In 2004, Hawaiian Dick was optioned by New Line Cinema for development as a feature film.^{[citation needed]} That option was renewed in 2006.^{[citation needed]} Also in 2006, The Leading Man was optioned by Universal Pictures.^{[citation needed]}

Upcoming announced works for Moore include a new Hawaiian Dick series, to debut in November of 2007, with art by Scott Chantler, and covers by Hawaiian Dick co-creator Steven Griffin, a three-issue JSA Classified story arc, featuring art by Ramon Perez, and '76, with art by Ed Tadem, and also featuring the work of writer Seth Peck and artist Tigh Walker. A recent article appearing on the Newsarama news site^{[citation needed]} mentioned a story Moore wrote for the upcoming Marvel Comics Presents, featuring the Marvel character Stingray, with art by Lee Weeks. Moore has also mentioned more upcoming work from DC Comics, Image Comics and Oni Press.

In 2007, Moore announced the formation of a "virtual studio" called Atomic Revolver with fellow Midwest comic book creators Jason Aaron, Tony Moore, Seth Peck, Jeremy Haun and Jason Latour.

In July of 2008, it was announced that Moore's as yet unpublished graphic novel Billy Smoke had been optioned by Warner Brothers, with actor Matthew Fox attached to star in the title role. The book is slated for a 2009 release from Oni Press, and features art by Eric Kim.

phew!!! god... these links r hard to find... HAHAH

its worth it!! i m a fan!!!!

this novel is unpublished... or... not yet.. HAHAHAH
i will get my hands on it when it is!!!

ill tell u everything about it when its really published!!!

thanks for viewing!!! Cheers!! hav a nice day!!! XD

FiNally!!!

2008-10-20T09:50:00.000-07:00

finally!! this BIG baby turned 17!!!!

so many things to think of right now!!!
SPM!!!

gettin car license!!!!
improve in my studies!!
improve in my kiddo attitude..!! XD
etc etc etc!!!

i dont hav to talk much abt this topic..
I think most of u hav your Bd's celebrations
way better than mine!!!
like the reality TV show.. sweet 16 or something like that.... =P
(a lill jealous.. sorry...)
pandan layered cake!!!! is so wiggly!!!
i even did a SHAKE IT!!! vid with this cake... HAHAHAHA

not uploadin it!!!! its embarrassing !!!!

TreXi !!

2008-10-16T05:03:00.000-07:00

this is like the best way to show creativity!!!!

the pics i hav here... r just like. 0000.0000001% ov the collection!!!
there r so many!!! its as wide as the sea!!!

i think its wider... but u get the point... =P

o my!!! they r the cutest thing!!!!!
i cant live without these!!!!

created by Darren Gan form Singapore..

the next BIG THING!!!

i dont knw why its called Trexi.... but they r soooooo cute!!!!

the come in so many sizes!!!!

the 10 inch is the biggest!!!

10 inch!!! imagine how much drawings u can pu on it!!!!

lol... i really need to get my hands on 1 ov these...

THANK U DARREN GAN!!!!

U R MY HERO!!!

dear blog viewes....
if u wanna knw more abt Trexi
....pls visit...

there's always something new!!!!!

http://www.trexi.com.sg/collection_3designer.htm

if u hav 1 ov your own... pls comment..

leave me your blog link... n make sure u post wad u designed!!!

again.. thank u for dropping by!!! hope to c u soon!!!!

NinjaZ

2008-10-09T07:17:00.000-07:00

ninjas.... 1 of the oldest/greatest assassins/spies ever known!!!

i m never bored with ninjas...

everytime i look on the web...

i bound to find something new!!!!

nowadays....there r so many things named with the word "ninja"

well... from wad i knw... 'Kawasaki Ninja' , a bike...
which looks sooo sooo cool!!!!

well...that's not really important...

ninja's love the colour black... well.. not that they hav a choice.... they hav to go stealth all the time..
(i love the colour black... F.Y.I)
where do u think SWAT get their cool styled uniforms from!!?
FROM NINJAS~~!!!
except for the guns n all.. ninjas dont use those...

ninja weapons rock!!!!
there r like so many types of ninja weapons...
from tanto to shurikens.. kunai knives ...kamas!!!

i love kamas... 1 of my personal favorites actually..
it looks like a scythe... but smaller... n ninjas usually hold it in pairs..
there r too some fantasy weapons like fuma shurikens... huge shurikens n stuff!!

there r even anime on ninjas!!!

1 of them... which is a big hit now.. is the so well known Naruto..
its abt this ninja... Uzumaki Naruto.... facing challenges with his frens... Haruno Sakura n Uchiha Sasuke... fighting all te way through..
i m not telling u everyhting abt this show... cause its...well... a never ending story....

comedy ninja...
"ask a ninja"
not every1's cup of tea...
but sadly its mine...
its about a crap talking ninja....
answering other ppl's question...
all he knw's is crap.... trust me on that....
*watch at own risk*
but i recomand u to check it out...

it is funny....
n also annoying at times....

but.. i like it.. HAHAHAH

i knw wad u r all thinking... wad benefits do i get from reading all this crap on this pose...
well... u get to learn how...
TO MAKE YOUR personal SHURIKEN!!! YAY!!!!
be careful with it.... it sharp.. believe me.... i hav tried...
HAHAH =P
this shuriken tutorial is officiate by the official ninja webpage!!

when its real!! u bet its deadly..!!!! =P

An IntEreStiNg FriEnd In DeEd !!!

2008-10-07T04:20:00.000-07:00

finding a "real" friend is never easy for any1...

not even me...

but there r many interesting friends that r easy to find....

n 1 of them...is her!!!

=jsongjiawEn=

=P

well... i only knw her.... for like a few days....

but i think i knw "how/wad kind of person" she is...

ill make this simple n short..

she can b a friend every1 dreams to hav!!
n she can b totally the other way around...

well.. sometimes...

she gives good advices to ppl... some ppl!! (u knw who u r !!!)

n tries to help whenever she can...

when it comes to having FUN!!
wow... she can goo!! CrA--Zy!!!

well the latest news i heard was something about...

RoTate-RotaTe

well.. i dont knw the full story so i better not say anything...

she can take jokes.. she can take criticism... (that's vry good).. ^.^

to let u knw her better.. here's a picture of her.. n a link to her Blog!!!

http://mrslindan.blogspot.com/

mr lin DAN!!! wow... HAHAHAH

sorry!! i knw i m not supposed to do this!!! kill me if u will!!! HAHAHAHAH

(btw.. i m paid to do this)

( i m not revealing who asked me to do this..)

woW!! ExCitIng DaY!!!

2008-10-04T04:13:00.001-07:00

every 2nd n 4th week.... my mom will hire a cleaner to help clean up the house..

she's very hardworking.. cleaning the ceiling fans n all...

its her.... 4th or 5th time here....

but today.... something suspicious happened....

she usually cleans the room that i will study in 1st...
so i can get to use it...

****the incident****
it happened at about 1300 hours when i was studiying...

**when!!**

her moping n sweeping was not heard when she was cleaning my parents bedroom (master room)

i sneaked upstairs with my sis...

n guess wad we saw???

she took a nap on my parents bed!!!!!
i took a pic ov it... but i m not allowed to upload it here...

she works from 9am... till 6pm... or earlier..(on saturdays)
my mom took the photo.. from my phone... n showed it to the agent.. when she brought her back to the centre..

she was smacked in tha head!! n yell'd at...

i felt sorry for taking that pic...

but it was fun... ^.^ i felt like sherlock holmes for 5 minutes... XD

i dont think ill get to c her clean my house again....

sigh..... a bad thing i did.... X3

POKEMoN WoRld OnliNe (100%)

2008-10-03T08:51:00.000-07:00

aww... my bad... there was actually cure.. .te game is already at its 100%

blame me for not reading the forums...

i already dl'ed the complete version.. all the npc's r available...

if u already hav my contact on msn... lucky u.... u can get it from me..

if u dont.. pls add me on msn messanger...

darrel_c@streamyx.com

thank u.. enjoy your PWO...

PoKemOn WorLd ONline!!!

2008-10-02T02:58:00.000-07:00

wow .... finally.... pokemon ONLINE!!!

amazing isn't it??

if u r not a pokemon fan....
u wont wanna read this..
cause it will b full of crap for yew =P

moving on....
well...
a pokemon game online... makes pokemon players wonder how will it B...?
well... i m here to spoil it for u!!!

its still new... so.. dont expect 100% smooth and functional NPC's (non playable characters)

compared to most of the pokemon series i hav played... its about the same...
u start with a character... with a name of your choice.... male or female...
u get to choose 1 out of 3 types of pokemon
bulbasaur,squirtle, or my favorite..charmander =P

for now.. every1 looks the same...

the battle system... well... its the same as all the other pokemon series

i dont think the dual pokemon battle which can b seen on ruby ,sapphire and emerald r included... but upgrades will b made... promised my the GM (wrote on the forum)

(this is not included...)

for now, NPCs r still not available... items such as potions... cant b bought... sadly..

the poke center does not hav a NPC... but your pokemons can b healed just by standing in front of the counter..

MAGICAL!!! aint it!!?

the most exciting thing abt this game is... u get to battle other players... which is hard to archive form the gameboy version...
does it "lag"? u ask...
no.... it doesnt... in fact.. its easy to invite a player for battle...

gyms r also available... but currently empty at the moment...

once last thing that will excite all pokemon fans n players out there.. is the pokemons u get to meet... currently... there r over 2,467 pokemons!!!!
(pokemon r saved in image files... i cant upload all ov them... too many!!! sorry)

here's the site.... check it out if u will
http://www.pokemonworldonline.net/

the client is only 6mb...u can register directly at the client after downloading it... no e-mail verifications apply...

pls leave a comment if u hav more questions.. or.. if u already tried the game...
thank u for viewing my blog!!!

EaGle Eye

2008-10-01T10:35:00.000-07:00

yea yea... i knw... surprising.isnt it!!?... only 40 days LEFT to the real thing!!! (SPM)
n i went for a movie...
come on...ItZ HaRi RayA ppl!!! cant a Chinese dude hav his BreaK!!?

anyways.... EaGle EyE , totally worth watching!!!!
****SPOILER ALERT!!!!!****
(WARNING: DO NOT READ THIS IF U R GONNA WATCH IT!!!)

ok... as i was saying.... well... not really saying... typing.. HAHAH

eagle eye... totally worth watching!!!!
for u ppl...who r lost in this post... here's a picture/movie poster... for eagle eye..

well starinG.....

Shia LaBeouf

Shia LaBeouf	...	Jerry Shaw
Michelle Monaghan	...	Rachel Holloman
Rosario Dawson	...	Zoe Perez
Michael Chiklis	...	Defense Secretary Callister
Anthony Mackie	...	Major William Bowman
Ethan Embry	...	Agent Toby Grant
Billy Bob Thornton	...	Agent Thomas Morgan
Anthony Azizi	...	Ranim Khalid
Cameron Boyce	...	Sam Holloman
Lynn Cohen	...	Mrs. Wierzbowski
Bill Smitrovich	...	Admiral Thompson
Charles Carroll	...	Mr. Miller
William Sadler	...	William Shaw
Deborah Strang	...	Jerry's Mom
Dariush Kashani	...	Sgt. Rourke (Translator)

the highlighted r the... well..... more viewed characters in the movie...

oukay... moving on!!!
this movie...basically...
has a mix!!
mainly from the movie Stealth and...
a lot of vehicle wrecking as all viewers can c... form transformers...

the surprising... n... not so new part about Eagle Eye
is the machine!!
the machine... controls everything...
u name it!! the satellites,phone frequency,security cameras, etc etc etc ...

the story line.... which is not so different from the movie Stealth is..
the machine.... wants to complete some mission... which was "miss'programmed"
into it.... n cause world chaos... HAHAH not really to the world...
mainly...
the president of United States

well.. that's basically it.... sorry if u want it spoiled... cause i did not totally spoil it for u .. HAHAHAH

pls comment if u already.... watched...this movie... or.. just felt like saying
F*CK U!! I just bought tickets n now i 'red' this!!! HAHAH

pls do so!!! ^.^

once again... thank u for visiting my blog....

hope to c u dropping by soon.... =P

to B ConTinuEd....

My LovE And cRaze FoR jaPaneSe CulTure

2008-09-29T22:26:00.000-07:00

i hav a craze for Japanese culture....

musical instruments...

THE FOOD!!!!

the music!!!!

THE... ANIME!!!!

games too... ^.^

J-fashion...not so much...

a lill off the edge... XD

at least he looks good.... :3

and lastly.... the kaTana

the shape of the blade.... the style... the handle....
makes me drull..... HAHAH ^.^

(the pictures might b a lill big.... so.. click for full view... sorry... n thx for visiting!!!!! pls leave a comment!!!! ^.^)

to Be ConTinuEd...

AboUt Me.. (ComPleTe)

2008-09-29T06:46:00.000-07:00

Hi all..... i m Darrel Cheong...
Malaysian for all these years...
i m not a very interesting person..... IN FACT..

i m

i love to

hoping to b him someday...

he's great!!!

but.....i m always forced to

sadly... i m too always in

but....i always wear my happy

dont try to ask me how i feel... cause my answer is always

always wanna b a hero,
like an angel...
saving the world n do good

but thats all in my head...
for now... lets hope this wont happen to me..

My LinKs To EvEryThing

2008-09-29T05:59:00.000-07:00

theSe r a feW links oF miNe....
1. http://darrelxzv20.deviantart.com/

the one and only place for me to get comments on my drawings... do drop by sometime

2. http://profiles.friendster.com/animefreakoo

the common friendster... i m not popular..

3. http://avatars.imvu.com/Guest_CheongYC

i knw its a lill gay that boys use imvu.... my sis dragged me into it...
its not tat bad once u hav your own friends..

this post will update if i hav more profiles...

To Be ContinUed...

Karan Ashley	...	Aisha Campbell / The Yellow Ranger
	Johnny Yong Bosch	...	Adam Park / The Black Ranger
	Steve Cardenas	...	Rocky DeSantos / The Red Ranger
	Jason David Frank	...	Tommy Oliver / The White Ranger
	Amy Jo Johnson	...	Kimberly Hart / The Pink Ranger
	David Yost	...	Billy Cranston / The Blue Ranger